₱×ĦȻhttps://pxhc.neocities.org/logo.aviffavicon.avif2026-10-05T11:31:17.800ZP̴̜̋̿̆̎̇͝i̴̘͉̮̦̕ŗ̷̤̲̊͛͝a̶̢̖̞̼̖͌̀́͘ ̶̫͝H̷͚̩̼͂̏̂̽͘͘x̷̤́͐̈́̀C̷̰͉̼̯̫̉͑ͅx̷̼̩̮̹̥̺͆̐̀pirahxcx@proton.me// 202610050827https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026100508272026-10-05T11:27:00.000ZI don't expect anything good to happen, and I'm positive everythingwillgetworse, yet, somehow I'm not pessimistic enough for my expectations to meet reality.]]>// 202609121723https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026091217232026-09-12T20:23:00.000Zwhat we consider to be the past is just datawe werefed, and the reason we have so many gaps in memory is because they only fed enough to result in the personality they wanted while real humans remember everything they went through, and the reason our memory is so unreliable is because it was stored as text to save storage, and every time we try to access it, the images are recreated through generative models and discarded afterwards, always rendering a slightly different result?]]>// 202609112117https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026091121172026-09-12T00:17:00.000Z - yeah, the fruit fly brain is playing Doom. Scientists in Singapore launch their wetware datacenter, where lab-grown human neurons are fed sugar and trained to process information - hopefully the continuous existence of a growing thinking network with learning capabilities won't result in experiencing the said existence. Yay, Tesla, everyday we are living to see newman-madehorrorsbeyondourcomprehension.]]>// 202609101332https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026091013322026-09-10T16:32:00.000Z Just leaveme.]]>// 202609061219https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026090612192026-09-06T15:19:00.000Z It's all irrelevant, whatever we do the result is the same: We die.]]>// 202609042128https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026090421282026-09-05T00:28:00.000Z, we believe innothing, Lebowski, nothing. What sucks is when the interest in things to occupy time is fleeting.]]>// 202609030321https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026090303212026-09-03T06:21:00.000ZI barely had time to feel well...]]>// 202608271520https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026082715202026-08-27T18:20:00.000Z Today the United States of PedophileWarlords of America just declared a small volunteer anarchist collective that hosts open-source software and free email services a global terrorist organization. That's your future. You are next.]]>// 202608191433https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026081914332026-08-19T17:33:00.000ZI'm a dumbfuck, I'm clouded, I must be, from all the shit I put into my body, into my brain. I don't recognize myself. I look at me and it's not someone I'd trust. Can I even trust my thoughts? It must be it, this sad fatalistic state, it can't be me at my best.]]>// 202608101926https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026081019262026-08-10T22:26:00.000Z, but at least we are generating a lot of valueforshareholders.]]>// 202608042200https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026080422002026-08-05T01:00:00.000Z... this has been a problem my whole life...]]>// 202607240231https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026072402312026-07-24T05:31:00.000Zfucking exhausting. I just look forward to death so much, to for once not have to do it all over again, oh, 'tis going to be a great day.]]>// 202607211935https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026072119352026-07-21T22:35:00.000ZI believe the history of all hitherto existing society is the history of intellect struggles. Intelligence trying to create a better society and stupidity's shortsightedness fighting it, and we are at the tipping point, where intelligence has stopped progressing, a verifiable objective reality. There's no more future, hope for change is futile, for it's beyond our collective capacity as a species. Abandon ship, let it sink, rejoice, we deserve it.]]>// 202607202021https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026072020212026-07-20T23:21:00.000ZEvery time you have settled for less, lowered your standards, skipped, postponed what was good for you, you accepted less of you for yourself... How much have you enshittified yourself?]]>// 202607171515https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026071715152026-07-17T18:15:00.000ZEven though I believe we collectively deserve what we collectively allow. A bit of my own misanthropy ruined my artistic inspiration for the day.]]>// 202607140949https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026071409492026-07-14T12:49:00.000Z I wish my hands could convey it better, but it's been a long time since they last didn't disappointme.]]>// 202607101320https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026071013202026-07-10T16:20:00.000Z You buy a six-pack. You open the brand app, scan your face, and touch your nose to get the token to remove the cap protection. Although you need to agree to share your geolocation data, it's redundant since the protection device is already sharing it, and every ALPR on the way logged its Bluetooth signal. If their LLM thinks you are not who you are, judges you to look inebriated, or decrees you are not in a safe location, you won't get the token. If you try to force it open or bypass it entirely by making a hole in or cutting the bottle, the cap protection will detect the change in air concentration and pressure and spray denaturation agents. Yes, you still had to show your ID to buy it. But the price didn't increase, because you agreed to let them share all your expenditure, movement, consumption, and companion data with third parties. The kids are safe now.
(except from the billionaires running the system, not a single one was prosecuted, and we don't talk about it anymore)]]>// 202606301442https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026063014422026-06-30T17:42:00.000ZThat's me at my most optimistic.]]>// 202606180021https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026061800212026-06-18T03:21:00.000Z so many minor distractions, minor chores, minor requests, do-this, do-that. I can't start anything that requires time and commitment, I can't focus at all. Sometimes the closer I get to silence is blasting loud music through my earphones. What fucks me up is the guilt-tripping, trying to convince me I did nothing all day, that I've been doing nothing all this time. Sometimes I think I could only get peace if I what I blasted was my head instead.]]>// 202606170101https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026061701012026-06-17T04:01:00.000Z"force" them to collect even more private data:
]]>// 202606150006https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026061500062026-06-15T03:06:00.000Z// 202606131638https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026061316382026-06-13T19:38:00.000Z The idea that I might still have more days aheadthan behindfrightens me.]]>// 202606101818https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026061018182026-06-10T21:18:00.000Z [Deny!]. To waste the longest stretch while the script gathers your data [Deny!]. They found out they can suck your energy by controlling your emotions [Deny!]. And every time you are drawn into what you despise [Deny!], they win. Your negative engagement, it's them inside your head. Focus your attention on what you love.]]>// 202605310202https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026053102022026-05-31T05:02:00.000Z I mean, even if you were "planned", our collective existence is an accident, and there's nothing much special to it. You are not missing much either way,existenceisoverrated, but stay around and see how things turn out. You are not gonna have another chance.]]>// 202605270950https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026052709502026-05-27T12:50:00.000Zhyperfocus for short periods of time. Always drifting, changing direction. A life of so many projects and skills developed with nothing to show for.]]>// 202605191215https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026051912152026-05-19T15:15:00.000Zsomehow after losing our true north, hoping to find a new normal. Each time it feels like settling for less and less... Things are never going to be the same again, and I hope that for you that's a good thing.]]>// 202605042008https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026050420082026-05-04T23:08:00.000ZOn a recent feminicide case here, the man claimed to be an alpha male and quoted "influencers" and "coaches" in his messages. Undoubtedly an idiot, his stupidity was magnified by targeted content pushed by predatory algorithms designed to drive up engagement, locking people into echo chambers to increase ad revenue... the consequences of the massive social engineering being pushed by tech billionaires are none of their concern as long as it remains profitable. Now get your attention span destroyed by the endlessbarrageofbrainrot they supply. Be forever entertained. Don't think, only react.]]>// 202605041652https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026050416522026-05-04T19:52:00.000Ztrapped. Just because you don't hear the explosions doesn't mean they are not waging war on you. They say there is no foxhole camaraderie in times of peace, but we were just conditioned to be competitive and individualistic. The foxhole camaraderie you long for is classsolidarity.]]>// 202604302053https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026043020532026-04-30T23:53:00.000ZSure we can handle the infinite resources being consumedbythem.]]>// 202604281702https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026042817022026-04-28T20:02:00.000Z Took about 5h to make and implement it, but my "splash page" is done. Animating ASCII and CSSing like a mad man!]]>// 202604280036https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026042800362026-04-28T03:36:00.000Z, but I'm going to update my buttons eventually.]]>// 202604262109https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026042621092026-04-27T00:09:00.000Zblank, empty, apathetic... not creative.]]>// 202604212244https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026042122442026-04-22T01:44:00.000Z*clicks close* Enough with the corpo-speechbullshit!]]>// 202604202007https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026042020072026-04-20T23:07:00.000Zfucking annoying, I should have had enough by now. My mind is still a turmoil, but less and less I feel capable of getting anything out of it.]]>// 202604101609https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026041016092026-04-10T19:09:00.000Z Don't mind the robot dogs patrolling outside nor the 24/7 drone surveillance.]]>// 202604040002https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026040400022026-04-04T03:02:00.000Z, because Ifear they might think I'm making it up.]]>// 202604021537https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026040215372026-04-02T18:37:00.000Z, makes me miss a time I didn't have to worry about anything.]]>// 202603250424https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026032504242026-03-25T07:24:00.000Z Don't beinconsiderate.]]>// 202603241225https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026032412252026-03-24T15:25:00.000ZToday someone proudly told me what they heard from one of those gurus masquerading as philosophers that mainstream media so promotes to the middle class with a middle understanding for speaking the most cliché things, how the problem of Artificial Intelligence was that it lacked empathy. Today I also read about the new AI service to reengineer GPL code of the software stack that trillion dollar companies rely on to function and which is maintained by unpaid volunteers to keep it all open and accessible, and "free it", legally turning it into proprietary closed-source code so they can ignore GPL rules. Meanwhile, the UK State Threat Legislation labels you a "hostile actor" if you try to develop any piece of software containing end-to-end encryption and don't backdoor it so the government can read all your messages, a US federal jury ruled that wearing black, using an encrypted messaging service or carrying a first aid kit are evidence of terrorism, in Mexico and India your SIM cards need your biometric data, in Brazil the verification is already on OS level, all around the world this is being quickly pushed at astounding rates so they can know what everyone is doing and thinking everywhere all the time - don't be surprised if in a year or two new cars being produced won't even start unless they identify everyone inside of it. The countries your anti-imperialist friends tell you are the resistance? They championed surveillance and oppression long before. If you believe your life is not some fucking billionaire'sproperty, they label you a radical... Oh, did you read about LLMs being able to correctly identify people based on their writing style and psychological profiles? ... yeah, the problem with the tool is that it lacks empathy, not who'scontrollingit for what... The circle is closing in fast. The machine is going to eat us all.]]>// 202603221035https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026032210352026-03-22T13:35:00.000Z Either way, we are fuckedbeyondrecovery.]]>// 202603202021https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026032020212026-03-20T23:21:00.000Z Burn!Burn!Burn!]]>// 202603182201https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031822012026-03-19T01:01:00.000Z There's nothing outside.]]>// 202603162208https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031622082026-03-17T01:08:00.000Z If I have records of it, Iexisted?]]>// 202603162108https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031621082026-03-17T00:08:00.000Zwebcrawling, webcrawling all over me! - It's just me getting indexed everywhere.]]>// 202603161414https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031614142026-03-16T17:14:00.000Z Would that makeyoufeel better? It works with cats...]]>// 202603151628https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031516282026-03-15T19:28:00.000Z, but I'm afraid of talking to you.]]>// 202603151600https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031516002026-03-15T19:00:00.000Z Also always feeling like I saytoo much.]]>// 202603141359https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031413592026-03-14T16:59:00.000Z Lessin me as well.]]>// 202603130226https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031302262026-03-13T05:26:00.000Z Consume. Consume. Consume. Here's your idol, what you should aspire to be. An empty shell.]]>// 202603121700https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031217002026-03-12T20:00:00.000Z ... probably good enough for the QA department to approve before sending it to the client."]]>// 202603121656https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031216562026-03-12T19:56:00.000Z ohno..."]]>// 202603120202https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031202022026-03-12T05:02:00.000Z Face reality now.]]>// 202603110134https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031101342026-03-11T04:34:00.000Z, and that perhaps my future self will be happy I did it. Even the newest are older than I was when I got them. And still keeping a habit of waiting for replies that will never come - and letting it crush me.]]>// 202603101320https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031013202026-03-10T16:20:00.000ZFucking spikes. Being anti-social is a snowball. The longer you isolate yourself, the harder it gets to connect again. I don't know how not to push you, or anyone, away.]]>// 202603100113https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026031001132026-03-10T04:13:00.000Z, or even worthwhile.]]>// 202603081541https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030815412026-03-08T18:41:00.000Z I want you reckless and wild.]]>// 202603080111https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030801112026-03-08T04:11:00.000ZAlways starting new things to not see what I didn't finish.]]>// 202603051313https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030513132026-03-05T16:13:00.000Z, since all those companies are already so proactively handing people's data to ICE and shit, and with modern tools it won't be hard to translate ad targeting data into footsteps... there are a lot of people saying the AI bubble will burst because there is no demand for all the crap they're inserting AI into, but I think it's stupid to think that we're the ones supposed to consume AI, the real consumers are the big companies, it's their demand, not ours, we're just the commodity... anyway, what should bother everyone immediately, even if they don't mind being tracked and profiled, is dynamic pricing, something that will become all the more common when all those fucking datacenters are operational. They will be selling that service, they already do that for transportation and accommodation just by knowing where you visited and what you looked at, and with those billions they are investing in infrastructure they will track you through their absurd amount of data and just tell the store how much more they can charge you because the AI read your digital footprint and discovered you just got a raise, that you're in high spirits, or that you're in dire need of that item, so they can use it to surge prices everywhere you're identifiable...
... maybe it won't make a practical difference, but every tiny bit of data you don't hand them is good, and those practices can raise awareness for more widespread usage, in every front, to a point where it can make a practical difference, and we can have a web they can't simply connect your IP that was fingerprinted elsewhere and link your identity through timestamps. Let their confidence in their information fall."]]>// 202603041939https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030419392026-03-04T22:39:00.000Z is that why I feel no change?]]>// 202603041544https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030415442026-03-04T18:44:00.000Z Added The Operation, 1995 movie directed by Jacob Pander and Marne Lucas.]]>// 202603041012https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030410122026-03-04T13:12:00.000Z I can't shake his eyes, he was scared, having trouble breathing... what was his last thought? I fucked up the only thing I couldn't. I just hope the drugs were enough to get him tripping, despite his vein being busted... writing this doesn't feel liberating at all. It's torture.]]>// 202603022210https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030222102026-03-03T01:10:00.000Z - 24 ASCII art. Try to find them.]]>// 202603021856https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030218562026-03-02T21:56:00.000Z Can't explain the malaise, nor control the woeful expression.]]>// 202603011856https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026030118562026-03-01T21:56:00.000Z And I can't explain why I couldn't.]]>// 202602282334https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026022823342026-03-01T02:34:00.000Z I can't tell what is it that is so endearing.]]>// 202602271709https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026022717092026-02-27T20:09:00.000Z Will you notice me?]]>// 202602261916https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026022619162026-02-26T22:16:00.000Z why do I believe something is going to change one day?]]>// 202602261621https://pxhc.neocities.org/#2026022616212026-02-26T19:21:00.000ZThey fear desensitization. I find it essential... is that why I'm a fuckup? Why do I want you to be like me?]]>